At CD9, I am usually very excited about the upcoming testing and insemination.
Somehow, I am not.
I figure perhaps it will come later. Maybe my brain and my body are on speaking terms and my brain will start to get excited as the time nears.
I just hope I haven't become disillusioned to the whole TTC process this early on.
Maybe it's because there are so many other things going on right now that I do not have the time to obsess....hmm.
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Ah well, being excited is not a prerequisite for getting knocked up. At least that's what I keep telling myself!
Yeah, I get this too. Before try #2 and try #3, I felt almost something akin to dread of having to get all geared up again. It is hard to hope so so much and then to steel yourself against disappointment. But, if it is any consolation, once I was actually IN try 2 &3, I did finally get excited.
I'm on CD13 and still feel that way. I'm hoping that this feeling lasts through the TWW :)
I somehow feel guilty saying this....with try #3 just days away...I don't feel all giddy like I did before.
So, you're not alone.
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