Tuesday, April 20, 2010

7dpo

  • Tired (but it being a busy week at school, I think I would be tired anyway...however I did have a spell of ineedtosleeprightnowandimeanRIGHTnow last night before bed when I was watching one of my favorite shows)
  • This morning I started with the OMGitssohotgettheseclothesoffofmerightnow, only to be followed with I'mfreezingwhereismyrobe.
  • Backache for the past 3 days
  • Very hungry yesterday (couldn't get satiated), but kind of queasy this morning
  • Found out one set of our lesbian acquaintances is pregnant (via facebook). The last time we saw them was at pride last year (when I was pregnant). One of them told us they were going to start trying soon. Bittersweet news.
  • Found out (via facebook) another friend from high school is going through fertility treatments to get pregnant. I am guessing IVF because she did almost a month worth of shots (that sounds right, doesn't it?) My heart ached a bit for her this morning. She will find out next week if it worked.
  • Pregnant friend at work is eating saltines all the time to combat her morning sickness. Poor girl.
  • Pregnant acquaintance at work has her baby shower on May 1st. (This is the woman who delivered her baby way early last year and she didn't survive) I don't really want to go to the shower, and hopefully I have moving as an excuse, but I feel terribly guilty. I truly want the best for her baby and their family, but I just don't think I'm there yet. Y'all understand, right?

1 comment:

Nicole said...

Wow, that seems like a whole lot of feelings to be managing at one time! And yeah, totally cut yourself some slack on the baby shower. Those things can be recipes for emotional disaster.