I'm ridiculously emotional today.
I went to see some of my students perform the Nutcracker Ballet and there was this tiny tiny ballerina. When she started dancing, I started crying.
Then on the way home from that, a song came on the radio and I got all teary.
I feel like this is typical PMS stuff, but still trying to remain positive.
We are supposed to do our first test tomorrow, but I am going to convince B to do one tonight.
This may sound like a stupid reason, but its the truth: I want to see a negative. Ok, let me explain. Today is too early to test, therefore there is no real hope for a positive. Tomorrow is still early, but there is still hope. Oh, I am rambling now and probably don't make any sense, but it makes sense in my head. There is no pressure for an early test. A negative could still be a positive, but a negative test done on time is like standing on the gallows. Or so I imagine.
Do I make sense to anyone but myself?
5 comments:
What you're saying makes sense, but remember, even if tomorrow makes sense to test, but is still technically early, a negative isn't necessarily a full-on negative. The only full-on negative is your period. I say poas every day until your period starts. Hang in there.
Yes, you are making sense. A 9dpo positive is not unheard of...
I understand. When I took the bar and had to wait 3 months for the results I used to go practice "seeing a negative" by pulling up results for old tests and typing in my name. Then I passed :)
I went to a Dar Williams concert about 9dpi and I started crying during a song she wrote for her son. The people I went with didn't think it was that emotional of a song. I ended up being pregnant.
Good luck - I'm hoping for a positive from you... if not tonight - then in a few days... and if not in a few days... then next month!
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