B and I are taking a couple of classes at our church. This message resonated with me. I have been fearful of becoming pregnant again. Now don't get me wrong, I cannot wait, but I am so scared of losing another baby. This, of course, is based on my prior experience, not what I know is True. I need to remind myself of the Truth that I am a mother and the most perfect baby (ies) will come to our family in time. I do not need to compare any future pregnancies and/or children with our Sprout experience. I will stay positive. I will not let my past experiences hold me back.
- Beta from Saturday was 17. I go again this Saturday. The ladies at the hospital know me now.
- I have stopped bleeding.
- I got a condolence email today from a friend I haven't seen.
- I stopped taking the met.form.in because it was making me sick. I will try again on Monday, one pill a day until I feel better.
- Summer school starts on Monday.
We are free from bondage of our past.
3 comments:
It's an excellent message, indeed. ♥
I won't say it wasn't effing scary to try again. I also won't say it wasn't effing scary to see that positive. It's hard, and it is scary. But we're here with you.
I completely relate to that fear you have. It's my hope that, like mine, your fear subsides with time. I know good things are ahead for you.
I'm going to try to take what you said in your post and apply it to my days. Thanks for the reminder.
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