I'm sad. At least for some of the day, most days. I knew this part of the year would be hard, but I didn't quite realize how hard. I'm fighting the urge to just crawl into myself and not deal with anything.
The news of several pregnancies in blog land...especially with those now expecting their SECOND babies, has been extra difficult.
I've been invited to two baby showers in the past week.
This is hard.
I am glad B and I have the next week off together to focus on getting our house packed and ready for our garage sale this weekend. I need a distraction. Do you think I can stay distracted all through the summer? eh. =/
4 comments:
Well, a big move ought to keep you busy for a while - maybe even all summer. Little projects that you take on will help.
(((((Hugs)))))
you could do like me an start training for a triathlon...that's kept me busy for 3 months so far. (((hugs)))
Just wanted to say Im thinking about ya. I know those feelings you're experiencing. Before we get our BFP it was like a dagger through the heart to see bloggers get their second BFP. Even now, with us expecting our baby anyday now, it's STILL hard for me to hear about second BFPs sometimes. I get jealous of the women who've been successful before us. I know that's so bad, and I AM happy for them at the same time. I really am. I know you are still working on your first sticky BFP, and I truly hope it finds you soon. You really deserve it! hugs.
It's hard for me too. I hear ya.
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