I feel guilty because I was laying in bed this morning with the thermometer in my mouth thinking..."It would be alright if we miss my ovulation and have to wait another month and a half."
WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?
Of course I do not want to miss any opportunities, or do I?
I am still feeling very laid back about everything this cycle. I see so many of you are in the TWW, and I am pulling for each and every one of you.
Some of you are receiving the dreaded AF, and I ache with you.
Others are getting ultrasounds, nurseries ready, showing belly shots, and buying cute baby things.
Still more are enjoying your little ones.
I read and read, yet I am feeling so disconnected.
Now I am rambling and I don't even make sense in my head.
For me: CD23/11th day of high on the CBEFM (month 3 of using)/no positive OPK
My temps have been wacky and particularly low this month.
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everything about baby-making, baby-growing, baby-having, baby-raising, etc. is SO emotionally charged and so difficult. ups and downs and more downs.
i'm sorry to hear you're feeling down...
I totally get what you are saying.
Now that I look back (after a great break) I think I was ready for a break about 3 months before we took one. I didn't even know what this process was taking out of me. Now that I'm refreshed I'm feeling excited about it all again! And now I'll let myself take breaks whenever I want to!
I get what you are saying. It is hard to break. I think if I break that could be the month. Your in my thoughts.
There were several times in our 3 years of ttc where we took breaks - either because of finances or medical issues or emotional issues or whatever. Sometimes the breaks were self-imposed and other times the breaks were out of our hands. But every break did wonderful things for us.
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