So I was hoping to never have to buy any more CBEFM sticks, but I broke down and purchased some today. I have 4 left and I will start testing in 3 days, therefore I have a week to have more delivered. Done and done.
I also purchased 40 more opks and 20 more hpts...you can never have too many, right?
I've bene really depressed lately and I hate it. I will start crying over nothing. B says I should talk to someone. I don't want to talk to anyone. I barely want to leave the house. I'm hoping it will pass. The ebb and flow of my emotions coincides with the ebb and flow of my cycles. I get super hopeful and positive during ovulation and the TWW and then it all comes crashing down with the arrival of AF.
The "mother's day" season is particularly difficult.
3 comments:
Talking to somebody may not be a bad idea. It doesn't have to be a PROFESSIONAL somebody. But somebody who understands, at the very least. ♥
I second N's comment. Talking to someone might really be beneficial. No one can ttc for 2.5 years and lose a pregnancy and NOT be at least mildly depressed--I just don't think it is possible.
it's my visit to your blog (and I'm here for the Celebratory stuff)
but I read this post and I needed to just give you an internet hug. In the 4 yrs I tried to get PG, I felt that way soooo often. I acutally DID talk to someone but it seemed that often the only thing that was going to help was a baby in my arms.
IN looking back, talking to M even for the three months I did it, was helpful, it was GOOD For me and for my body..the one I often hated.
I hope you find some way to know you're worth so much.
Post a Comment