God has perfect timing, right? Well I guess we weren't ready.
I'm totally bummed, sad, devastated, mad, angry, disappointed, etc.
But instead of sulking in yet another BFN, I have to go back to school for our first "teacher day" and be chipper and talk about my summer and hear about everyones' vacations.
Of course yesterday I heard that one of our 6th grade teachers is pregnant. I'm sure there will be more pregnancy news for me to hear today. Just what I need.
I guess it wouldn't be so hard if we had the money to order more sperm and try again in a couple of weeks. But it's just not there. We have to fix B's car again and since we have no credit cards, there is just no extra. Free sperm was so much easier.
Am I wrong to seriously consider egg donation to raise some baby-making cash?
Anyway, I know many of you will want to leave the "I'm so sorry..." type comments. And I would totally appreciate them on a different day or for a different cycle, but today I can't handle them. I check my email at school and to see those comments would not do well for my emotional state. So just assume I know you are bummed and sorry for us too. I know y'all hate AF as much as we do. If you want to leave a comment, leave one that will make me laugh.
Thanks for understanding.
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Once when I was assisting at a summer theatre camp for pre-teens and I had a girl come up to me on the day the kids were supposed to present their monologues. She had a sore throat and didn't want to perform. She said to me "I can't do my monologue because my vulva is swollen" and then proceeded to open her mouth really wide to show me.
There once was a woman named Jill
Who swallowed an exploding pill
They found her vagina
In North Carolina
And her boobs in a tree in Brazil
Is egg share IVF an option you could/would consider? Don't know if your local paper carries money off coupons for that? ;-) (((hugs)))
http://www.wanganuichronicle.co.nz/localnews/storydisplay.cfm?storyID=3782582&thesection=localnews&thesubsection=
Nuff said.
:)
*dances around*...I'm doing a dance for you, its called the HAPPPY BACK TO SCHOOL DANCE!
::jumps up on the coffee table::..[doot doot doot] oh yeah, shake it. oh shit..the coffee table just cracked...
Been trying all day to think of something to make you smile, and I think I've just found it.
Watch all the way to the very end.
Loves you!
I was talking to a co-worker (apparantly a less educated one) about 'conflict diamonds'. And she said (with all seriousness) "Whats a conflict diamond? Is that like, when Kobe Bryant bought his wife Vanessa that huge diamond because he cheated on her?"
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