when a woman is on any kind of hormone medication.
For example, I should be banned from reading all TTC (and even non-TTC) blogs.
Why does everyone have to be getting pregnant RIGHT NOW?
There is this one woman, who I have met once (she actually came and hung out at our house a few years back). She is super sweet and a fellow teacher. She and her husband have been trying for about 3 months. I have been hoping and praying for her each month. Well, this was the month for them. She just posted her beautiful HPT and I'm happy for them, really, but seriously...I would be so much happier if I wasn't popping 100mgs of Clo.mid for the past 4 days.
I'm not bitter, just sad, but happy at the same time.
Am I making sense?
The more I think about it, the feeling inside of me is jealousy. Not particularly the jealousy of pregnancy, but the jealousy of having fresh, live (and free!) sperm. Perhaps this is why I am so thrilled when a nice lesbian couple gets knocked up, and aren't really saddened at all.
I feel like I am rambling now, so I'll shut up and go take my Met.formin like a good little girl.
2 comments:
I'm sorry you're feeling so blue. I know exactly how you feel all my straight friends are getting pregnant after only trying max. 4 months. It's a hard pill to swallow.
haha, your post cracked me up.. I hear that exact same things come out of Laurie's mouth after each and every BFN... She has stopped reading some boards just beacuse everyone kepps getting pregnant on there...( even thoough thats the point why they are on there!!)..and one of our friends is pregnant, and another just had her baby a few months ago.. ..sometimes its all just too much, hang in there! Your month will come soon... and then people will be jelious of you and your happiness!! However, I do agree with you, there should be rules!
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