Today is my first day home alone, since B went back to work today. She was very nervous about leaving me, but I know I will be fine. I just hope she was ready to return to work. I reminded her yesterday night that she could come home at any time, but I know she would feel guilty about leaving. I know she has a lot of work to do, so hopefully it will keep her busy and her mind occupied.
I had a dream last night that I was shopping for maternity clothes with my sister. When the sales person asked when I was due, I said December, and then quickly had to change my answer to March (physically not possible..but hey, it was a dream). I was sad in the store for a second, but was ok afterward. I can see these little reminders popping up throughout the year and through subsequent pregnancies, and I know I will never forget our little Sprout or the 15 weeks s/he was with us.
2 comments:
i am just so sorry for your loss. i cant begin to imagine. i know you can't see it, or probably feel it from this far, but my heart's just been going out to you everyday this past week.
thinking of you gals....
I hope your first day alone was ok.... Thinking of you.
With love xxxx
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