Monday, June 15, 2009

No words

We just got home from the hospital.
We lost our little Sprout.

J is too physically exhausted and in shock to even cry.
I am a bit of a basket case.

There are simply no words that can express the magnitude of this pain.
I was so hopeful.

51 comments:

SLS said...

love you guys. just wish I could be there with you.

Casey from LifewithRoozle.com said...

Oh god.

I am so sorry. I am weeping for your loss. Fuck. This is so unfair.

Anonymous said...

I am so so sorry to read that you have lost your little one....
Its so unfair.
Im thinking of you both.
With love and peace

((((((((((safehugs))))))))))
xxxx

sandra said...

I am so sorry.

j.k-c. said...

(((hugs))) Sending lots and lots of love to you both.

Pero-Luter said...

We are so sorry for your loss. We are thinking of you.

jessie said...

oh my god, i am so sorry. i will be thinking about both of you and sprout today. i just hate that you have to go through this.

tbean said...

J & B--I am so very very sorry for your loss. I wish there were anything I could say to lessen your pain.
Sending you love and healing as you make your way through this impossible time.

Liza said...

In that there are no words to describe your pain, there are no words to tell you how sorry I am. Soon the future will be promising again... Until that time, my shoulder is here as needed.

Anonymous said...

I am so, so sorry...my heart is breaking for you. xoxo

Anonymous said...

You are right. There are no words. My heart aches for you both. xoxo L

Caroline said...

I am so sorry for your loss.

((hugs)))

N said...

I'm so, so sorry. So much love coming your way.

Laurie said...

I am so, so sad for you guys. I can't imagine what you both are going through. I'm sending you love and strength.

Melissa said...

My heart is completely broken for you. I sit here in complete shock and tears as I read your post. Hold on tight to one another.

Gayby Rabies said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I had some magical words of comfort to offer, but words seem so small and insignificant at this point. I hope you have the support in real life to help you cope.

Ali said...

OMG! I gasped when I read this... I am so sorry. There are no words and no other pain like what you two are feeling. Hold each other close and be gentle with yourselves. My heart aches for you.

Unknown said...

I am so so sorry to hear about this. My thoughts are with you both.

Jaclyn said...

I don't even know what to say. I'm so so sorry. Flooding you with love and comfort from afar.

Jen said...

Oh my god.....I am crying right now for you as I am struggling with my own recovery. Life sucks and is so unfair....I can't even imagine and I am so very sorry.

Anonymous said...

I am so, so sorry. My thoughts are with you.

Pufferfish said...

I'm so sorry to read that you lost Sprout. Life is really unfair.

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. I am in tears for you.

Anonymous said...

This is so hard and I am so sorry. Take care of each other.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for you loss. There are similarly no words to appropriately respond with. I'm glad you have each other to get through this together. I will be thinking of you both.

Anonymous said...

I am so so sorry. I will be thinking of you. Take the best care of yourselves that you can, and know that you have a huge community that cares about you and hates that this happened to you.

Jackie said...

We are so very sorry for your loss. C and I embrace you two in a big cyber hug.

Mutti said...

I rarely comment, but I've been keeping up and hoping like mad for things to calm down for you both. So sorry.......... I know words can't capture the pain you must feel (or will feel once the shock slips away). You'll be in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

There are no words powerful enough for this, nothing that can be said that will make this ok, but know that you are in my heart and my thoughts right now. I know we don't 'know' each other but please know that I am hear if you need to talk, if you have questions, if you just need to feel aren't alone. I miscarried 6 weeks ago and it was devistating. Again please know that I am here to offer you support and i am so very sorry you are going through this. It's just heart breaking, so heart breaking.

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. I will be thinking of you.

Anonymous said...

I am so so sorry for your loss. I was not expecting this as I popped in for an update on how things were going today. Wow, I am again so very sorry for your loss. Hugs.

Anonymous said...

I'm so so sorry. I don't even know what to say. I'm so sorry. Take care of each other.

Guinevere said...

I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your child. My heart breaks for you.

calliope said...

oh my goodness. There are just no words. I am so so so so sorry. Will be thinking of you and holding you in the light.
xo

Dora said...

Oh, NO! I'm so sorry. Wish I knew what to say.

Jude said...

I am so very sorry.

Anonymous said...

our hearts are broken for you! we are so very sorry.

Lizzie said...

I am so terribly, terribly sorry.

Anonymous said...

there are no words. i'm so sorry for your loss. so very sorry.

Boo said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts.

MLO said...

I'm sorry. The hurt does get easier to manage - but it doesn't ever go completely away.

Rachel said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Heidi said...

Love and hugs and prayers of peace.

I am so sorry that this has happened. I wish I could wrap you both up in a bubble and protect you from the pain.

We are here if you need us.

Unknown said...

I'm a friend of Liza's, and just wanted to check on you to see what was going on and I am so sorry to read this and the following entry. I know there's nothing to say, but I just wanted to let you know one more person is out there feeling the sadness of your loss and praying for peace for both of you.

Anonymous said...

Ladies, I am so terribly sorry for your loss. Know that we're all here for you during this time.

R said...

I know words are not important. Just know all of blogland cares and is hear if you need/want anything at all. Sending you both hugs and positive energy to you ladies. I'm so sorry.

JustAnotherJenny said...

:( I'm so sorry.

Susan said...

I am so sorry for your loss. :(

Shannon said...

Oh no. I'm so, so sorry.

MommyD said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I wish that it weren't true.

vee said...

I just read this. I wish there were words I could leave here to make you both feel a little better, but I know there is nothing that can be said. We're so sorry your little Sprout has gone. So sorry.